My Thoughts, My Expressions.

 অদ্ভুত স্ববিরোধ !                   আ, ফ, ম,  ইকবাল॥ চোখে যদি রয় স্বপ্নিল অনুভব   আকাশ এসে ধরা দেয় দুই বাহুতে।  জীবন কিছু শব্দের সমাহার   বাহারি সুগন্ধি হাওয়া   সাগরের নির্লিপ্ত জোয়ার।    আবেগ উল্লাস বেদনা সংবেদনা   সম্বন্ধের জোড়াতালি-   সবকিছু মিলিয়ে ছকে বাঁধা ফ্রেম।   সাজানো কাননে স্নেহ-মমতা   মায়ার কুসুম   গোলাপের কাঁটা ফুলের কীট   কীটের বিষ   সবকিছু গিলে তবেই নীলকন্ঠ।   প্রেমের সুতো দিয়ে  গড়ে যাই বেদনার মোতিহার   সংসার সাজানোর সাজা   যেমন করে বিমোহিত   চাঁদের বুকে ক্ষতটা হয় ক্রমশ উদ্ভাসিত।                       ২৯-১০-২০২১ ।

OUR CONSOLATION !             -A F  EKBAL. Who set fire in the forests ? Investigation is going on ! Who came forward to extinguish the same ?    Iinvestigation is going on ! Who has poisoned in the air ? Investigation is going on ! Whose havoc is dragging on humanity ?    Investigation is going on ! What's the caste and religion of the corpse ?     Investigation is going on !  Who is delivering hate and obsessive statements ?  Investigation is going on ! How the miscreants behaving with our budding girls ?   Investigation is going on !  Why their bloody dead bodies found ?    Investigation is going on ! Why aren't mother fraternity safe ? Investigation is going on !  Why do you tremble observing the situation ?  High level investigation is going on !  Why joblessness among youths is raising day by day ?   Investigation is going on !  Why are the so...

        অচলায়তনের চৈতন্য।                   -আ, ফ, ম,  ইকবাল॥  গভীর নীলাকাশ শেখায় ধারণক্ষমতা অব্যাহত রাখতে।   সঞ্চয় সবার জীবনে হয় না,  কারো কারো হয় কেবল।   পাওয়া, পেয়ে হারানো, ফের কুড়িয়ে পাওয়া-  এরই নাম জীবনচক্র;   এখানেই লুকিয়ে থাকে প্রেম আর দ্রোহের বীজন।  হারিয়ে ফেলার মধ্যে বেদনা নেই-  যেটুকু রয়েছে হারিয়ে যাবার মাঝে,      সময়কে লিখে রাখার অনন্য হাতিয়ার   এই আকাশ, এই সমুদ্র, সবুজে ঘেরা সুবিশাল প্রান্তর   বাদলের কালি অফুরান, কিন্তু সব কিছু লেখা যায় না কৃতিত্বের সঙ্কায়।  দেওয়া হয়নি- যেটুকু দেওয়ার প্রতিজ্ঞা ছিল   বাসনার ফেরি করে করে ঘুরছি তোমার দরজায়   বুকের মায়াজালে যেদিকে তাকাই   সর্বত্র কন্যা পুত্রের হাতের ছাপ   অমোঘ মোহমায়া বন্দী করে রাখে স্বার্থের অচলায়তনে   অবশেষ হয়তো কিছু কবিতা, কিছু গান, কিছু রঙিন দিন !          ...

IN LOVE....  !                   A F  EKBAL. On the trip of infinity  Many have drowned,   Many are left in the middle, Many are deceived in love, Some have flowed across many rivers. What should I say about this 'love' ? The great enjoyment   Or wastage of some moments ? So many have been trapped in  Some have won  And many were looted in this love ! When emotion stops on the lips, When things happen with silent tease  Nothing is seen or heard, How many lovers became gainers ? When the hearts fear  Of leaving the sweetheart  When apprehension of tearing arrests  Rebellion raises in the liver-  Steps further become harder  Overhang the feelings  To a lone corner !  At a time it appears-  A lover's heart panics in the crowd, The feeling of loneliness feels good, In this loving war,   Many have lost many have won !  Finally find myself ...

 LESSON ON THE EARTH !                        A F  EKBAL.                        Walking slowly on this earth.... Yes, on this humble earth Walking very slowly Handlinh lots of stirs So that the sound of my breath Don't get bogged down   By the burden of desires !  Walking very slowly on this earth  Trying to study What the souls can feel  How the mindset can deal  Home comfort or shivering trot ;  Remember our palms  Could care for wounds And my heart sings The song of the flying birds...  Flying out through the horizon !  Walking still slowly on this earth To witness what we have   Made of ourselves  Have made of the rivers-   Are the blood flowing in our veins  Branches of trees blowing our bones?   Animals and mammals and insects  Of this earth still remain...

মিষ্টদ্রব্যের কাঙাল ভাবতাম- কেবল মিষ্টি করে সবারে আকর্ষণ,  বেকুব হয়ে ভাবি লোনা সাগরের পানে মিঠা-নদীগুলো কেন দৌড়ায় করে প্রাণপণ ?

MY CONVERSION !                     A F  EKBAL.                     Few moments more to live, Still my heart is filled with  Thousands of gimmicks ! To see the outcome Of the life spent  Probably shall have to talk  Let me talk with myself ! Find people weary  From hunger and thirst, But this deadly world Leisurely make faces Even though Eyes of those people are moist of ! So let me talk with ...... ! Celebrations come and go Fringes of light don't catch The candleless huts Darkness ever live there Clothless kiddies Have forgotten how to cry In this standstill We speak the visionary slogans- Whom to talk with ? The platform is Ready for Sikandars To shine their Muqaddar Even though come empty handed Turn shortly so much blended What's now stand...

EXPOSITION.                A F  EKBAL. What happened to the budding youths ? Why do the situation is getting so bad ? Would anyone come forward to tell them-  To gauged the pain of their parents who lulled them  With burning hearts and unfed abdomen ! Get pained to see the way people hand up  As their parents lifted up to pray for livelihood  To arrange for the steady children their optimal food   For hot stuff in winter and nutritional fruits ! Becoming the alert citizens-  They know to claim rights from government  But forget the duty towards both for  The  dandling parents and shining motherland ! Let's teach them their roots  Their duties towards the humanity  Towards the native citizens  Towards the Creator and the creation  And the emptiness- if and when they are alone !               15-10-2021.

     ........ WITH THE TIME WHEELS !                           A F  EKBAL. Time doesn't stop anywhere  Doesn't it feel any tiredness,  Look back at the dates  Recorded in the lofty   But abandoned grand forts,  Its crumbling walls  And the destitute luxuries-  You can realize something-  Something that of eternal life,   How false pride remains  Making faces on the earth !  Countless Pharaohs Alexanders   Are buried hereunder  Stalin Hitlers too-  Where are you in front of them ?  O' the egoistic masters today !   Measure and measure yourself  This is the eventuality,  This is the sequel offshoot !  Time doesn't wait for anybody Nor was related to or will it be, Take a little gloom or ecstasy   And see,  Have fun till you are with you ! After seeing bubbles of boast burs...

LEAD ME O' LORD.                     A F  EKBAL. O' my Lord,  Lead me ahead  Lead me farther along, Tirelessly, To fill up the gaps-   I want to learn  To learn  What I don't know.  Lead me  From my home  To the knowledge dome  Lead me away  From narrow cell  To the widened domain  I want to learn.  Lead me Lord  To know  The meaning of freedom, The meaning of consolation  The meaning of liberty  And unlimited enthusiasm,  All that I want to learn.  I want to learn  How the world revolves around, How the sparrows hop  How the cloudlet  Tunr to drops    Lead me to learn  What life is called .  Lead me O' Lord  To know the use the ages  To acknowledge the Blessings  Wish no feather  Nor the grandeur Wholeheartedly Wish to learn  To live and die happily !    ...

NOT IT JUST IMPETUOSITY !                  A F  EKBAL. Wish to destroy the malicious stupids Cut the hands who drag the sheets of nobility ! Wish to eradicate the irrational beings from root To shatter up the looters of my nation's dignity ! Wish to spit upon rapists, bastard the cowers are Let me break the false conceit of the hypocritical vanity of valors ! For how long will the sinful atrocities continue to endure, Let me turn dfestructive to rebuild our democratic harbor !                            11-10-2021 . 

DREAMT DAWN.                         A F  EKBAL.                    So long there is oil and fuel  There is lightness,       The end of the lamps is apperently  darkness.                The wind takes away  Whatever it wants to,          But my task is to perform  Whatever I can do.       Success and failure isn't destined-  But combated to work and fate,         It's you, wish to open  Or keep closed the gate.          Arrogance, humility is the crops  Whatever you can harvest,          Life is a well-ordered syllabus  Arranges all the exam and test .         He who make panic or bridle  Is the preparation of his own,...

RECOLLECTION !                    -A F  EKBAL.  Life- never is stagnant   Not it meaningless at all,  With torn or pristine hands  Get the lines of luck Keep walking !  Somewhere-   May be  Would meet with your fate;  In the salty ocean water  Or sweet sleep can happen,  But sure-  Never let you alone !  Sometimes the sun rises   In the midnight    To enlight the orbit  Sometimes stars sparkle  All the day  And take the surrounding  In its grasp !  Putting my ears at the doors  Unwinking the eyes  Looking the shy moon  Through the narrow window  Waiting for some dew  For a shining drop-  What makes my soul happy   For a lifetime!!                 10-10-2021 .

ON THE WAY TO LAKHIMPUR-KHERI !                                 A F  EKBAL.                                 Had been walking lined up,  Catenary, unarmed  Flags in the hands  Under the banner of prowess.  Had been a peaceful protest  Beneath the umbrella  Of our great democracy  Highlighting our  Constitution,  The right of expression!  But so thirsty people  So hungry people  Are on the throne -  In trace of flesh and blood  Wish to crush  Its own citizens  To meet up their appetite !  They can  Ride on the vehicles   Of their ego,  Can fire fars   Yet, must meet up the thirst !  Vultures now the   Information system is ! Power is in the feet, And are tied to their vocal voices Masked their ...

IN MY GROVELAND !                       A. F.  EKBAL.                        When evening levant slowly, Light the lamp of the stars, Step, step silently dear.  May be humming something   From around  Think it the periodic refrain . It's time to be careful  The moon always not  The symbol of fancy-  May would pierce and  Torn with love. The buds may lift the veil  The valleys may be filled with flowers,  In the fascinating dusk     When birds returning  To their nests  Get mingled with the kins ! Colours in life grow at home  Colours are lulled in the mind  And nourished by love-  No additional greenhouse   Required to cultivate the fragrance.  Just touch the moonlight slowly !                       07...

DIFFERENCE !               A F  EKBAL. The difference is in your creation O' the Almighty Just like In earth and sky. The difference is in your man Just like In the palace and hut. The difference is In everything You made Just like in birth and death. But no difference In grave and crematorium  That eventually turn into dusts Just like bubbles In river and ocean.               07-10-2021 .

ODE TO MY VILLAGE.                   A F  EKBAL.                    Don't let my village  Be an advanced city,  Let stay as it is  Don't snatch its identity.   Years have passed  When came out In search of livelihood,  Still my heart is bonded with  My charming villagehood !  Here, in this wide municipality  In this petty house; Of course getting the bread  But staying alike the mouse !  During this journey of life   Don't know somewhere have lost  My widened rural heart  May be for the earnest dream-cost !  What I thought forwarding  Feel now otherwise stepdown,  Have lost the uninterrupted  Freeness, find myself locked down!   Here haven't a house  Just having a house number,  Where finite all your feelings  Your vigilance your slumber !   Here in t...

FOR THE FARMERS !             A F  EKBAL. O' the farmer  You are the greatest !  It's from you  For your endeavor  This country is wrestler !  Feed the hungry Starving yourself. Grow in hot summer  In muddy rain  And in the blocking winter,  Still you smile !  Treat your guests   Enjoying ever  Then you take the prasad  That's your extreme pleasure.   The world is stepping up   From house to building   From apartment to tower  But you spend the day  In the sun   And nights in hut !  Your children  Mostly are self educated  Your wife-   More better-fire  Than that of  Ornamental better-half !   Love and affection   In your everyday dishes  Living in dry or wet Don't be scared at all.  Wards are on the border You are in the fields, Both keep guard the nation  All nigh...

HOW MAN EATING MAN !                            A F  EKBAL.  The thought   How to hate If filled in the mind-  For the man   Who have left the world  Can only jump on the carcass !  Jump,  O' the bull hero!  Jump, so long you wish ! How much on a dead body   Can you jump ?  One,  Two  Three  ......  Go on !  How disgusting !   Mind, the craven hero ! All the animals around  Are bored of  Witnessing your heroism !  The rhino too-  Wishes to put off  His bark of pride !  The shining pride for Assam !  Be him Moinuddin   Or Mohi Paul  No difference between them  The world now witnessing-  How man eating man !  How man eating man !                05-10-2021. 

FOR THE FARMERS !             A F  EKBAL. O' the farmer  You are the greatest !  It's from you  For your endeavor  This country is wrestler !  Feed the hungry Starving yourself. Grow in hot summer  In muddy rain  And in the blocking winter,  Still you smile !  Treat your guests   Enjoying ever  Then you take the prasad  That's your extreme pleasure.   The world is stepping up   From house to building   From apartment to tower  But you spend the day  In the sun   And nights in hut !  Your children  Mostly are self educated  Your wife-   More better-fire  Than that of  Ornamental better-half !   Love and affection   In your everyday dishes  Living in dry or wet Don't be scared at all.  Wards are on the border You are in the fields, Both keep guard the nation  All nigh...

 CALL OF THE HOUR .                      A F  EKBAL. Wish to say something, can't  As you are afraid of, so stay bent,  If don't say anything, conspiracy is there-  So you are buttoned up and silent ?  Wish not listening everything around  Don't want to be poisoned your ear,  May be questioned- having ears  All the declarations don't you hear ? Not looking here and there-  Afraid of the surrounding agony ! -Why don't you see all these around  Isn't the over wanky to hide the testimony ? Thinking about ? Afraid of   Is it being reflected in the face ?  If you don't think, something is there  May be a forgery or mastery case !   Concentrated in reading? Afraid of   Who is the one peeping from behind ?  If you don't read, pretending a lazy-  The guy is all scandal's mastermind !  If you write, afraid that   Some can d...