My Thoughts, My Expressions.

LESSON FROM ETERNITY !                  -A F  EKBAL.  Look back, look with your conscience-  Read out the date recorded in the lofty forts, Though crumbling but once luxurious walls say something, Just listen to their eternal life and see- All your false pride will remain on the earth,  All that you felt grander is nothing but vain  So many Alexanders came and  buried behind these structures ! Standing in front of them, look at and measure yourself,  This is the fate to be hearing and seeing, Time has not been associated with anyone, nor will it be, Even a little out of the gloom and see, observe a little;  Have fun as long as you are with you, with your destined entity,  After seeing all around can't you realize how bubbles burst out !  Whoever is behind you today is the game of the throne, In a jiffy, everyone's praise and blame will come down, Have a cool breathe- see for yourself,  Lo...

IN QUEST OF ...... !                        A F  EKBAL. I talked with my heart today  Hoped it delicate enough  As I feel pleasant always.   But astonishingly  Found it cracked !  Cracked so much  That I have to think  How all the pains absorb  In its sway !  Thought 'am surrounded with  So much friends and allies  But during enquiry  Just found it's me only  Wandering lonely !  Asked myself  Why to be proud of yourself  Why to boast of  The loving inmates  The phony followers  And departing kinsmen ?  Far away 'have reached Ekbal  Very far  You have gone  In folly pomp !  Stand still steady  Go along to know yourself  To know your inner you !               30-09-2021. 

 LET'S ROTATE OURSELVES !                        -A F  EKBAL. There is a giddiness   In my feet   That 'have been rotating   On the axis of the house !   Sans our inner fire alive Across the stove To roll your dreams  In the form of bread Heart in the woods The creeping vine-  That has grown !  'Have thrown the green wings   Not touch the sky Under the eyes,   On the wrists,  On the arms and   On the back Blue marks have grown  May I get relief by applying  Turmeric on it ?   Or-  Rub them off From our body On our own From our sleep And let's scrape the rounds of the soles--  Whose axis is planted among us !  Tell me from those creeping vines Touch the lips of the sky And let the unborn flowers bloom !  Or-  Blow that fire throughout  This world to ashes Who is born   On the ashes...

জীবনটা তো নয় কোনো সাজানো গোছানো রঙ্গমঞ্চ,  সাধনায় করতে হয় অর্জন হেথা আপনার মালঞ্চ !

ভ্রষ্ট ভিত্তির উপর অবস্থান যখন হয় সুউচ্চ ইমারত,  দেয়ালে যতই কর চুনকাম- ভরবেনা তার ক্ষত !

খুশি আর তৃপ্তির সন্ধানে রই মত্ত সদা, হেতু হয় তার বহুবিধ, চরম তৃপ্তি হয় কারো খুশির হেতু হলে- করে কিঞ্চিৎ পরহীত !

LET'S GO ALONE !                   -A F  EKBAL. If you maintain passion  To do something,  If you bear commitment by heart-  Don't wait for the caravan, Let your journey be started alone  Let yourself proceed alone !  Why to be afraid of-   Whoever comes to accompany , Don't be a part of the crowd. May be  Waiting for whom  His intentions are too high Towards the way  That's not your own !    Don't you have faith  On your own leadership   On your ability- That's not having in everyone ! A jungle flower blowns  Not being a part of any garden !  Know, there's something in you  Unique and only  To become a celebrity-  The celebrity will never die !  So live your own life  Not imitating  But to be imitated !  So proceed alone  Proceed on your own path  The caravan once  Will follow you  Following yo...

 ADJURATION !                               A F  EKBAL. What is happening abscess around our own  Wearied in turmoil, the sterling humanity is being drown !  Same question asks each heart  Haven't I the right to live ?  Why the weather and environment  Framing the state of disbelief !   The wind meant for breezy air  How slapping on the cheeks   Of the Kratos, Demos are  Pushing so heartless creeks ! How will change this  How the rotten system be corrigible?   When the enemies of humanity   Have become so chaotic forcible ! This is the journey- animates  May be number in few,  Can't stay scared mum and dumb  Must have done their due ! Bitter may be the sips   Though and ridiculous the way,  Darkness can't be removed by tears,  Unless the enlightened curb the sway ! It's time to address...

LET ME FLY !             -A F  EKBAL. As soon as I am  On this path of life, Ascending the ladder of age-  Feel myself in full of happiness. On reaching this goal  Protected by  So many affectionate hearts   On this path of life, Ascending the ladder of age-  Alive myself in full of happiness !  Entering into   New relationships every day;    Past is left behind  And overlooked  To decorate the present Putting all the strength  In exploring   New horizons of success.  Living in the present in fluency  That's all and enough   To write on the golden   Pages of the future-  All the success stories of future ! So I don't give up,   Don't I get tired. Now I feel myself  In every corner of the sky, I feel like myself The mind now on the wing, Do I freely fly in the free sky.             ...

তোমার বাহুতে আজ বজ্রশক্তি   দেমাগে করিছ লালন বিদ্বেষ ভরপুর,  হিংসার অনলে জ্বলেপুড়ে   হানিছ বিনাশ দেখছো যাদের মজবুর !  তোমার ছিলনা অস্তিত্ব একদা   শীঘ্রই হবে তোমার বাহাদুরির অন্ত,  দেখছেন বিচারক এক দাঁড়িয়ে নিভৃতে সব  পীড়িতের অভিশাপ করবে তোমার শাপান্ত ! 

KNOW YOURSELF .                        -A F   EKBAL. Born as a workman  Why to be despair ?  Mind on some tasks  That suits you dear !  You are to engrave your name  To make valued your birth,  Haven't come to waist the time  On this glamorous earth !  Futile not your lifespan  Remedies are in your hands,  He can resolve all the issues  Manly and boldly who stands !  Understand your weigh  That never a matter of despair,  Pave your own path  With sincere and utmost care !                  22-09-2021.

TOWARDS THE DESTINATION !                       -A F  EKBAL. The light ablazed in the jungle   Not far away- Why to be exhausted brother  The destination is not far away. The sparkling beam of the light Coming closer when you step ahead, Drops of your sweat is the fuel To make your life illuminated ! Adorable the path is if look forward The landscape is calling you, He who fall tired on the way Can't never taste the manna dew ! Close enough reached you have Melodies of the light is visible, Destination is not far away- Be confident- you are able ! Your direction is destined  Enlightened with your confidence, Just walk through the dark night And reach the ambient fence ! The direction is zigzag of course    Got lifted up by your virtue-light, That is your spells of charm That is your destination right !   ...

RIFE THE LOVE IS !                     -A F  EKBAL. Dwell in a small rented house-  So what ?   The huge sky is so far but near ! If not with the convoy, then what? You are always near   O' my dear ! Big hopes often deceive   Like the golden deer, Drops of love for some moments  Can fill the life my dear ! Eyelid winking but sleeps far away  The new city I can fill, The solitude of the dense forests, Are sweeter and amusing till ! May it seems so small Indeed valued the extension of life, Forget every unquenchable craving Moments of fancy ever rife !                 21-09-2021.

PROCEED FORWARD !              -A F  EKBAL.               Storm comes in every life,  Don't know why some people  Keep laughing  Seeing most are drown !  The wanderers of the light too  How mischievously say-  Praise me life We make you live by laughing ! Drowned ones recover themselves Not just of luck  Could maintain the courage  Come back to say-  Those get lost who  Just flow with the waves !  The game of ositivity  And negativity in life is usual   Your notion leads you  Right or left  Nothing there is magical !  He, who came out in darkness   In search of light   The moon steps at his door, So proceed forward  Accompanied with the moonlight !                    21-09-2021.

কর্মের উপর আপন রাখো ভরসা এমন ভরপুর,   পারবেনা ভুলতে কভু- ছেড়েও যদি যায় কেউ বহুদূর !

LET'S LIVE ALIVE !                   -A F  EKBAL. Had been calculating the age-  As the count keeps on   Heart beat breaks All the dreams were shading apart ! Throughout the time passed  Met fellows and friends, Flowers were blooming on   Nature was with me always  Found me encircled in love! Then some angel appeared-  "Why is there so much sadness? Keep on smiles  Sing the songs of life humbly  Come on, take off this mask ! Age doesn't count Be with yourself always  As long as you live heart;  What a waste of a dead heart ! You are still amazing !"  Got alarmed, found  The doors of the tavern are open, Got only moments living live  To touch the sky-   Let's go to the stars, Live life to the fullest  Towards the path prescribed !                   20-09-2021

  LONE FEELING !                  -A F  EKBAL. Listening to some others Saying something about myself Surely it happens-  The pain that's always there  Screams, screams And often yearns; That friends are very smart As much as I tolerate  In silence.  The more it weakens-  May kill everyone  One by one ! Shouldn't bear him alone Shouldn't bear him silently, Giving it voice-  Let it flow freely, Let drop drop become a river  One by one Let it be eleven !  Drop by drop this pain Will fill the gap And then this shred  There will be sea again, Seeing this sea too There will be a tornado-  Destruction for new creation ! Some dilapidated ruins-    Let these be collapsed; Adoring high-rise hollow trees Pale with fear   But to hide fear Making noise,   Once all the leaves will fall, There will be a fair plaza   Whispering all around !    ...

Neither writing pain nor telling the verity,   Or else the attitude shows your vanity;  Pen said, the mind has been severed-   Only then the courage has come to its fraternity ! 

VALIDATION OF LIFE.                       -A F  EKBAL. That's not the question to me- How many years to live ? The fact is that How and why to live. He lives in fact and wins  Who live with hopes,  Some comes and walk in-  Is for no good or bad to count !  Why to lose faith-  And run behind depression ?   Hope never fades Neither does fear hold for ever. Each moment of life  Is for celebration and to earn,  Farewell is just a stoppage-   Mind Ekbal, creed is eternal.                     17-09-2021. 

একটি পর্যায়ে জীবনের ক্লান্তি অবধারিত  রাখতে হবে তখন উদ্দীপনা করে উত্থিত  থেমে যাবে বয়স বিলীন হবে সকাল শ্রান্তি  সুমুখ হবে আলোকিত ভেঙে সকল ভ্রান্তি!

A JOURNEY-  RELENTLESS !                         - A F  EKBAL.  When I look back,  pale   So it came to my mind  Sometimes, someways   Those very heights   Didn't want to touch;    Just had a hidden desire   To have a walk   On the Hilltop  Lonely, alone   But that of mine,  Along me ! Yes, apparently  Such paths are rough enough,   Bearing boredom   Along messi, grimy foul    Not the valiant at all !  Stumbled on sometimes   Got up, and walked again   Kept on going.. going... going....   Time ran along ups and downs   In changing circumstances .  Felt it at a time-  That had been a off-street road !    Better comeback ?    But that did not happen !     Moved murmuring    ...

GET FREE OF BONDAGE.                          -AF EKBAL.                           When the heart touches the beauty  When the mind hops in joy, Feel the happiness  That can't be given any soy !  Acquirement and invoice  Are the ornaments of life,  Bearing with the situation  Is the challenging strife.  Outcome ever thrills  When it's decisive and glaring,  But it become humane  If negativity can be taken daring.  Rat-race bounds the talent  Featured in hopelessness,  Why to leap over the spontaneity  That encage you in oneness !                         15-09-2021. 

    =শেষের সঙ্গীত !=             -আ,ফ,ম,  ইকবাল।              কলমা আমার কালাম প্রথম হোক সে শেষের বুলি,  মাওলা আমার রাহে নাজাত- জেনেও কেমন গেছি ভুলি ! মেলার মাঠে খেলার ছলে কাটছে দিবস কাল  আসছে কাছে বিভাবরী রবির কিরণ লাল  পান্থ এবার ক্লান্ত ভীষন পথের দিশা ভুলি !  বেরিয়েছিল তিজারতে স্বল্প পুঁজি লয়ে  রিপুর টানে মত্ত প্রাণে তাও যে গেছে ক্ষয়ে  কড়ি ছাড়া যাত্রী কি আর লইবে মাঝি তুলি?  ঘুমের ঘোরে কাল কেটেছে খাল কেটেছি আনতে কুমীর ঘরে  অরির মুখে ফুটিয়ে হাসি জড়িয়েছি তায় প্রেমের ডোরে-  পানি ভেবে মরিচিকার করছি পিছু ধাওয়া  ঝামটা দিয়ে পথ ভুলিয়ে গেছে মরূ হাওয়া  রাহিম নামের দুয়ারখানি দাওগো প্রভু খুলি !                          ১৫-০৯-২০২১।

*  আত্মোপলব্ধি। *          -আ,ফ,ম,  ইকবাল॥  রাতের পরিতৃপ্ত নিদ্রার তরে  শ্রান্ত ক্লান্ত দিবস করতে হয় অতিক্রমণ,  চিত্ত বেদন লুকোনোর তরে  পাল্টাতে হয় ঘণঘণ আভরণ !  সত্য সতত সেটাই নয় দৃষ্টিগোচর যা  যায়না বলা আকসার বাস্তবে যা ঘটে,      কান্না লুকোনোর কৃত্রিম হাসি  আর আনন্দের অশ্রু- দুইই সুন্দর বটে!  'আপনার' বলে কিছু আপনজনে হয়  তুলে ধরা- ফুরিয়ে যদিও গেছে আত্মার বন্ধন,  আঁধারেই মিলে পরিতৃপ্তি- দেখি যবে   আলোকের তরে জ্বলে ঘরে ঘরে তপ্ত হুতাশন!                ০৯-০৯-২০২১ ।

* জীবন পরিক্রমা। *        ‌-আ,ফ,ম,  ইকবাল॥ জীবনের পরিক্রমায় কিছু ক্ষোভ রয়ে গেছে মঞ্জিল পৌঁছে গেছে কেউ, পথে কেউ রয়ে গেছে। বাড়িয়ে দূরত্ব নিজেই রুষ্ট যে জন হয়ে আছে দু' ফুটো নীরব অশ্রু সকল রহস্য বলে দেয় পাছে! দূর্বল সে চিত্ত- লেগেছে চোট, খানিক হয়তো গেছে ফেটে,  সেও রহস্য কম নয়- আঘাত সয়ে তবু হাসিখুশি আছে পেটে!  বলি ভাই খুলি তাই চেয়ে দেখো ঝর্ণা উপবন পানে, কেমন ভরপুর জীবন কিচিরমিচির মধুকর গানে! চেয়ে দেখো ওই ঘন বাদলের আড়ে লুকিয়ে ঈন্দ্রধনু, প্রতীক্ষায় রয়েছে দাঁড়িয়ে পরশে হবে চনমনে তব চিত্ত-তনু !                ০১-০৯-২০২১